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finniestoncrane · 4 months ago

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urgh i can't tell if i'm sad or if i just don't want to go back to work tomorrow or both

#i'm feeling a little bit blergh about social things today anyway #so i'm extra sensitive #and now tomorrow is my first day back at work after a long weekend #so i have the sundays #and i'm pretty sure my period is due #BUT I'LL HAVE MY MEDS TOMORROW #so that's a positive #anyway urgh ;-;#finnie shouts into the void

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kirby-the-gorb · 29 days ago

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #food #starting a new med tomorrow #it's an injection and eventually I'll be allowed to do it at home (or get my friend to do it for me :v )#but for the first couple doses I have to go into the clinic in case it tries to kill me ✌️#(disambiguation: I have a chronic immune disorder that's been out of control for the past couple years)#(I know the most common context most of us have is probably hrt so I figured I should clarify)#anyway if I don't draw tomorrow night for the first time in uhhhhh over 6 years you know why I guess lol

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tosteur-gluteal · 2 months ago

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Again, gouache painting I made to relax

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moonchild-in-blue · 5 months ago

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Hello tumblr I am still dying with this fever (is it cus I'm sooo hot? 😔🤒). If yall could bestow upon me a -

Crumb Of Health

- I'd really appreciate it 🥺

#have i missed anything? i might catch up tomorrow but i'm keeping my poor steaming orbs out of my phone #on the plus side i have at least watched bridgerton so. that's cool. as always i love Benny and good for him for having hot throuple sex #meds are being taken and water is being drinked so. hopefully i'll be better in no time #but for now i am splayed on the couch coughing not unlike a sick victorian child #hot goth funky british men save me...... save me hot goth funky british men.......#darya talks to herself

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dont-offend-the-bees · 3 months ago

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Anyone else out here haunted by the unknowns of recovery?

#got a doctor's appointment tomorrow #bout going back on some kind of antidepressant/anti anxiety meds #bc i NEED to. like. the anxiety in particular is really bad and it's stopping me doing Most things #but my brain may be a shitty place to live rn but i kind of know how it works #and i have things i can semi rely on to cheer me up and things i know i can still do #what if the funky new chemical cocktail idk. makes me lose interest in writing?#thay would suck!! ! i just rediscovered it!!!#but i also can't put getting better on hold just bc I've found a bit of a creative groove that i wanna hang on to yknow?#idk. obviously i hope that being on meds that work will make me MORE creative not less #bc maybe I'll be less anxious about everything being perfect and less anxious sbout putting it out there #but it's just that fear i guess of to tackle the unhelpful parts of your brain sometimes the parts you like get caught in the crossfire #i hope I'll become MORE myself not less #but I've been unmedicated for a while now #and my brain isn't a fun place to be but i understand it #idk what's gonna happen in the next few weeks #i hope it's good #mr. bees speaks

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year ago

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#manectric #i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk #but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric #el woowoo‚ if you will #a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day #so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday #hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years #looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow #which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations #for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA #plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory #overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me #so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little #worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY #this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains #that's about it #any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar #places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it #also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking #about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours

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linabirb · 18 days ago

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you know you've hit rock bottom when by the end of the session your therapist hits the head in hands pose and goes "let's. l-let's just try to stay alive for now. n-no meds we'll just focus on finding the reasons to keep you here"

#we actually talked about possible meds options but. we just don't know what to go with jdkskskd #the ONLY antidepressants that worked on me are made only where i live and they literally taste like acid #and this is not even me exaggerating my therapist said this stuff could probably burn your stomach if you took too much. yikes #and they're like VERY strong so like. i'll probably need something just as strong. can i just get lobotomy atp #at least i brought my sunday plushie with me. i kept it in the backpack the entire time #but maybe one day he'll actually participate....#my mom took me taking sunday there so seriously like she kept asking for updates #and when i was done she was like “is sunny still there with you”#and i sent her a pic of him and i was like “we'll be home soon :)” and she was like “good job you two”#anyway bro yeah im trying. im trying #though tbh the problem is. not me having no reason to live but more like #having all the reasons and motivation but feeling like i don't deserve it #so it was like before sunday drip marketing “YAYAYAYAYAY I'LL DEFINITELY GET HIM I'LL DEFINITELY GET HIM”#and then after i was like “HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME STAY ALIVE FOR YOU” 😭😭#i-it's okay if it doesn't make sense to you im just. saying stuff #[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]#mmaybe i'll post a linagram vd tomorrow

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moomindreamboy · 3 days ago

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Getting into the "what if it never gets better" trap

#telling myself it's my med change that's making it so so bad #i will get through this haze i better not have fought this hard in vain #doing really really bad #i got better briefly! briefly!!#the general state of the world is not helping what is already a grrimmmmm situation #ill eat a klonopin & hope it resets me by the time i wake up #then i get some god damn healthcare tomorrow #what is the POINT of all this agonizing to get my brain a millimeter closer to 'better'#i am so fucking tired #i'll stick it out i fucking Guess #probably was smart of me to ask for all the potentially dangerous household objects to be hidden away huh #ggghhhhhhhhhhhhh don't go insane challenge #vent #txt

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lesbin · 6 days ago

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no hot shower for me tonight. but i will be channelling my inner medieval peasant and heating various pans of water on the hob for a bath.

#also no heating for me tonight or tomorrow or the day after or maybe even the day after that #in fact who knows when i'll get heating back :)#which is great because the temps just dropped from 15°c to 7°c #anyways. the water heater is Broken and Leaking and there's a Damp Patch on the ceiling #and i saw this 5 minutes before we had someone come to view the house #and ive called Multiple plumbers and im waiting for one to call me back because he may be able to come out and check tomorrow morning #but i think he forgot about me #so earliest is monday afternoon w/ someone else #we think we'll have to replace the whole thing but god knows how much that'll cost. alternatively we could get a combi boiler #which would be more efficient and space saving #but that's minimum like £5k #in the meantime we had to turn off the heater and drain out all the hot water #but i just :) i think the thing is. id spend anything if we werent hoping to buy a new place/move #but with the economy as it is we really dont want to take thousands of pounds out of our house deposit fund #and speaking of someone put an offer on our house today but they offered like £30k below the valued price and we were like #haha absolutely not. sorry but we cannot afford to do that #and the price is only like £8k more than what we paid in 2020 #and i have no idea if my pharmacy managed to order in my meds and im almost Out again #and im not on them today so i have mad fatigue #and keep almost falling asleep #and im just done w it all. especially after all the horrible shit that's happened this week. politically. in the usa and germany etc #and all the other shit that's happening across the globe :)#im so sorry this is such a stupid overshare but i am so sick of things happening #tbd

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irhabiya · 7 months ago

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gonna crash so hard today lolololol (<- not laughing)

#at uni from 8 am. clinical lab first thing in the morning #4 lectures and population med lab #finish that up and then i have a night shift at the hospital im volunteering at right after and i'll be there till 8pm #and i still havent even started on my pbl presentation due tomorrow #👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 ya Allah

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silawastaken · 9 months ago

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i should be banned from writing oneshots i think

#bsd #ao3 fanfic #soukoku fanfiction #bsd fanfic #silas yaps #I'm so tired #and supposed to be doing a fic exchange for tomorrow #but my meds #and writers block #I'll have to just scramble to finish it in the morning i think #I'll figure it out

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there-will-be-a-way · 1 year ago

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Every Saturday and Sunday I go to the clinic to do an alcohol test - because being controlled is the only thing that keeps me sober (this plan was my idea, yes, I got praised for this by the staff 🙌🏻). So today when I went there, I asked to have a talk and confessed that I relapsed. I'm proud that I was honest. Even prouder that I stopped the relapse. I didn't continue drinking today - I genuinely didn't want to which is new.

The nurse thanked me for my honesty and offered that next time I can come over before I relapse and stay the night. Not sure if I'll manage to do that but I can try and it's good to have this option.

#personal posts #took my prn meds and staying in my roommates room #took my sleep meds early and now I'm about to watch a movie and call it a day #this morning I went to the gas station to buy beer for my roomie (cause it would have been a dick move to drink his beer without buying him #new booze #and I didn't buy any alc for myself (!!!!))#very glad my responsible parts came out to handle the situation #they have Skills™️#the older I get the more I realize that honesty is one of the most important traits you can have #I used to be so dishonest for real #but I'm making 'no lying' a rule #tomorrow when I go to the clinic for ergotherapy I'll likely have to write a behavior analysis (my beloved) smd that's it #no one got mad at me #positive experience #and I have therapy tomorrow too #it's gonna be a long day #*avoided staying in

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kirby-the-gorb · 7 months ago

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#kirby #knife kirby #knives #kirby makes stuff #cursed image #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #y'all I was well enough to cut out the rest of the extra stickers that have been sitting on my desk since january.#I'll probably be listing the leftover stickers and prints from kirb2k on kofi tomorrow <3 #I'd only meant to do it 3 entire months ago :v #like I cannot fully convey just how incredibly ill I've been.#(I have a lot of extra stickers cuz I ordered 2 sheets of 14 individuals and they sent me 5 sheets for some reason I think)#also his eyes are weird cuz I just got a new bootleg kirby in the mail and he was even more jank than the product photos promised :D #(everything else I ordered has been as pictured so far so best possible outcomes all around lol)#honestly kinda mad that improving my condition was This Friggin Easy tbh #although thank god it has finally improved.#like the med we raised is available otc and I absolutely could've raised the dose myself if I wasn't too sick to think.#(we are still adding another med once the pharmacy fills the new prescription but even this is. night and day.)

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mashmouths · 23 days ago

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sitting waiting for someone to text you bc you wanted to make plans with them almost 4 hours ago but now you've just wasted 4 hours bc you couldn't do anything bc you were waiting for them to text should've been a circle of hell in dante's inferno

#i also was on the phone with my mom for a bit so maybe i wasn't fixated on the waiting itchiness for all 4 of those hours but i still #haven't done any of the work i need to do for tomorrow :/ and i don't want to start it bc i'll have to stop in the middle of it except i #really do need to start it regardless of when she texts me back but she hasn't texted me back yet and we're trying to meet up to get food #but we hadn't decided on where to go so idk how long it will take so my window for doing any of it is rapidly shrinking and i can feel it #closing in on me bc it's been dark outside for an hour and i'm still just fucking. sitting here.#also unrelated i figured out this morning that i've been taking tylenol instead of my antidepressants for the last several days! which helps #to explain why i'm suddenly experiencing such a sudden uptick in my depression symptoms but also doesn't help me get back any of the days #i've spent in stasis bc apparently my adhd meds aren't enough on their own (bc i'm depressed) to allow me to do anything easily including #but not limited to getting out of bed #i've also discovered recently that just expressing that i've had difficulty with something to someone at all helps dissolve the mental block #that's kept me from doing it which has been massively helpful for me but maybe annoying to my friend who i usually text about it <3 #megan you're a real one and i love you #a post

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kyofsonder · 1 month ago

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Physically, I'm already lying down.

Emotionally, I feel like I need to find a soft spot and crumple dramatically to the ground and lay down for a few weeks.

#sonder speaks #personal #but also if I wasn't fine with this being read/reblogged without context I wouldn't have posted it here #this week has been exhausting #I feel like I need permission from someone to go crawl into a nest and cry #one of my budgies died a few days ago #but I was looking after other animals that normally have a more dedicated caretaker #which was hard enough to handle that I couldn't really mourn my budgie much #especially when I need to keep happy around the remaining one so he doesn't grieve or get lonely #and I had to do a few specific tasks that are really really hard on me because nobody was there to help #and I tried to help my sister with things but none of the things worked #and a plan our family is excited about started to hit roadblocks #and one member of the family had a meltdown that triggered trauma in others in the family and drove things downhill #the family members at the center of this meltdown normally help me with chores and animal care #I was looking forward to them being home so I could rest and recuperatr and mourn #and now the meltdown has followed them here and it's built on top of years of other meltdowns and everything is tense #and of course it's bringing up old traumas and expectations and fears for me too #and I end up as a 30 year old feeling like he has 16 year old problems again #my whole body is tense #I'm not tired enough to sleep #I almost feel like crying for my budgie and all my fears and the things I let mysrlf get excited for #the things that either won't happen at all or are tainted by this veil of persistent bitterness that followed them home to me #almost #but I fear the possibility that crying could make things worse in any capacity #and I've struggled to cry for years anyway #so I'm just trying to use therapy tools to quiet the spiraling thoughts #and making this post because it feels like journaling without the pitfalls I fall into while journaling or talking directly to a person #hoping I'll get enough sleep that I don't accidentally trigger a sleep-deprivation/stress seizure my meds can't stop #and tomorrow I have to get back to studying which is very hard for me but gets me closer to making money #I liked when things were mostly good and calm and just sucked on a passive level -- can I have that again?

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byanyan · 1 month ago

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literally spent my entire day writing over on the multi... idk where the day went... i was gonna work on some drafts here and play some games but??? it's 12:30 suddenly???

#been a while since i've been THIS wrapped up in writing wow #i think the little change of scenery (aka giving some attention to other muses for once) is exactly what i needed #like obvs i'm not going anywhere. byan is my favourite child. but i forgot how fun it is to dabble with other characters #hopefully i can maintain some of this energy for a while :v #i still have like. two more things i want to get done tonight... it's gonna be 3am before i know it ;A;#idk idk i'm just spewing thoughts. i think the adhd meds are already making a difference in my focus like actually wow #that or i'm just excited to write my other kids again. maybe both.#anyway!!! drafts!!! i'll look at 'em tomorrow and see how i feel!!#love y'all hope your weekends were all lovely ♡♡♡#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

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